(If this RP isn't over then how come I'm the only one that posts? So in my opinion it's dead. Ok here are the list of characters I've played over the years:

Ice Stone

Fire stone

dark elf

isliden

Andavariel

elohir

andavariel

haldir

rumil

pizza hobbit

and that's it. Now that this RP is over I can speak my mind about the recent months. Before the whole thing where people were joining as god and goddess it was fun. Then Arwenth join ok no big deal. then it got out of control. Up to the point where it wasn't fun anymore. I try to do something then I get yelled at that it can't happen or it's not allowed. I've been in this RP since the beginning and it was fun but now it's ridiculous. I don't know what happened. I've been restraining for a while with speaking my mind but now I can since it's over. I used to have fun on here. luckily I've joined a new RP. I'm having loads of fun. I'm done with this RP forever.)

Rachel

(!EDIT!

I almost forgot I was also Raven, Nazgul2 and brim stone.)

(Ok. It seems like this role play is over. I've decided to make the hardest desition ever. I'm killing off my character. If the role play isn't dead just tell me and I'll delete this post. *Sigh.* Here we go.)

*I wake up and look around. Everything looks blurry. Then Eonwe comes into view. I smile at him and snuggle closer to him.* I'm worried about my daughter. I don't know what's going to happen to her.

Eonwe: Rach are you alright?

Me: Hmm? oh, yes. I'm fine. I'm just worried about Andavariel.

Eonwe: I'm sure she's fine my love.

Me: *Sigh.* I know it's just- *An arrow comes flying at me and hits me right in the heart.* AHHHH!!!!!!!!

Eonwe: RACHEL!!!!! NOOO!!!!!

Me: Eonwe my love. *I start shaking.* So this is what it's like to die.

Eonwe: No Rachel stay with me. You'll be alright.

Me: No Eonwe. Not this time. This time nothing can save me. I want to die Eonwe. I've seen to much and done a lot of things I'm not proud of.

Eonwe: Rachel you can't leave me. I love you.

Me: I love you too Eonwe. More then anything. Take care of Andavariel for me.

Eonwe: I will I promise.

Me: I-I...

Currently Watching Moulin Rouge (Single Disc Edition) By Nicole Kidman, Ewan McGregor see related

(Ok I know I'm not suposed to post till I wake up but I'm tierd of just sitting around. Sorry if that sounded a little mean. Had a very bad day.)

*As I'm lieing there uncontious I have a vision. Eonwe and I are standing in an open field.Something is wrong he is angry with me.*
Eonwe: How could you Rachel

Me: What are you talking about?

Eonwe: You know perfectly well. I was just a pawn in all of this. I thought you loved me.

Me: I do love you Eonwe. More then anything. She has poisoned you agenst me. 

Eonwe: I know the truth. I don't want to see you again.

Me: *Tears are streaming down my face.* Why are you doind this? Eonwe your beaking my heart. I loved you. If you do this to me I'll die.

*I try to get out of this nightmare but I can't.*
Rachel

Currently Playing Fiddler on the Roof (2004 Broadway Revival Cast) By Jerry Bock, Sheldon Harnick, Alfred Molina, Randy Graff see related

- miracle of miracles

I wounder what Mkanthe's plan is and why he had to knock Eonwe and I uncontious. I trust Mkanthe but some times I wounder about his intentions. I hope we aren't to late. I hope my daughter is still safe. Well I guess all I can do is sit and wait. Eonwe, I love you no matter what happens.

Rachel

Currently Watching Mrs. Doubtfire (Full Screen Edition) By Robin Williams, Sally Field see related

*5 seconds before Eonwe and I fall uncontious.* I trust you Mkanthe. I'm coming Andavariel. *Blacks out and remembers nothing more.*

Rachel